March 12, 2004

Finding Balances .. ellipsis are fun

Yeah, I just picked up on the fact that all 3 entries in this journal have ellipsis on the title. I may just be pause happy, who knows?

I'm still undecided on the fate of my LiveJournal. Obviously I'll continue using the service for all the communities and promotion, but I'm unsure if I have the time and energy to devote to two journals. I essentially write for myself. As time has demonstrated, my interests are pretty particular to myself. That's not to say I'm bitter about it, like Steve Buscemi in "Ghost World" or something -- but that I write in a way primarily geared to entertain myself while I'm doing it, which could not be the bestest thing in gearing a personal journal at an audience. So yeah, my whole aim with this journal is to just be as honest as I can with what I'm thinking and express that without filters and in some ways, it is kind of more freeing to write that way than try to condition entries for public consumption, I mean I like comments as much as the next person, but you know, trying to seek personal validation from strangers is kind of a sad way to be, so that's going out the window.

Yeah, I'm in a malaise lately. That whole "what does it all mean" thing that Charlie was talking about Rob going through in High Fidelity -- if I'm any 80's movie cliche, I think I'm John Cusack, that just goes without saying. Needless to say, neuroses tend to get the better of you as you grow older.

I think this is the longest I've ever let my hair grow -- it's ok, I'm just not too used to the length or upkeep I suppose. We'll see how long it lasts til I take a pair of shearers to it.

Heh, The Talking Heads are on Indie 103.1 right now. 'Girlfriend is Better' is a good song. It's no 'Psycho Killer,' but I digress.

New season of Six Feet Under is coming in June ... I'm counting the days, I need mah Claire fix.

So yeah, I'll write some more on the morrow I believe. Right now, I'm just like bleh.

Posted by Vic at March 12, 2004 08:29 AM
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